Peeling skin

My skin's finally started to peel! Must be from the sunburn i got from Youth Quake.

You see?





Haha!! I must be really jakun or sadistic (that's wat my mom said) or something.. It's the first time my skin's peeled so much.. I find it so fascinating!

N nope, i m NOT going to put lotion or watever crap.. Cant stand it. Besides, I quite like it being so 'ugly' like that. Still bz being fascinated by it =P

Another thing that made it more fascinating... i had a dream last nite that something/one hit/rub my arm pretty hard n made a chunk of my skin like, go off. N i did remember looking at my arm in my dream n saw that the part that got hit was white cos the skin came off. Then this morning.. Pop! i see my arm got so much skin peeling! Just at the portion that got hit in my dream.

It's amazing that only now, 2 weeks n 3 days after i got sunburnt that my skin start peeling. And only that portion too!

DHE SHIT

One of the interesting and memorable sights in Bali =P

An eatery called DHE SHIT!

Thank you

You knew i was lying.

You knew i was trying to hide it.

You knew i was hurting.

You made me show you where i hurt.

You saw the blood.

You took me away. Away from the ppl i was trying to hide it from.

You washed it away. So painlessly.

You were gentler on me than how i was on myself.

You did what had to be done ever so carefully.

You cared for me.

Thank you.

Merry Christmas!

I was about to write a long lengthy Christmas greeting to u all, n my thoughts about how Christmas has been wrongly marketed to be all about Santa and presents.. but blah! Forget bout criticising ppl now.. Christmas is coming!

Merry Christmas!

and remember what Christmas is really about.. Jesus Christ!

Blood donation #2

"Not only are we asking for your money, we are asking for your blood"

That was what the pastor said before the end of the service regarding the blood donation drive in my church on the 3rd of Dec (that day's sermon was about pledges).

I super shit scared to donate my blood.. Horrifying images of huge needle brutally piercing my arm filled my mind. But in the end i did do it cos I was sure if my dad was there, he'd really want me to do so.

I passed all the check ups. I guess that was good cos that meant that i am healthy. Bad cos gone was my excuse for not donating my blood.

The thing itself wasnt too bad. They gave me some sort of injection with clear liquid. That kinda hurt. Then came the needle to take the blood. It was BIG!!! Fuh! I was thinking, if the 1st one which was so small can hurt, surely the big needle would be EVEN WORSE! Very quickly, they CUCUK me with the needle SOOOO BIG!!! But turns out, it wasnt all that painful. Maybe even hurt a little less than the first one.

My blood pumped out quite fast. I was pretty happy bout it. Then b4 they took out the needle, they took some of my blood n put inside some sort of tabung uji. When they finally took out the needle, there was no pain at all.

When the blood bag was in reach, i went and cucuk it with my finger... i could feel my blood was so warm =P

After it all, i got a free food n drinks, a RM10 chicken rice shop voucher and a free T-shirt =)

As for how i felt, I was ok.. though i did feel a bit numb and weak.

My injuries in YQ

Predictable things said by me:

"I got injured"
"I fell down!"
"I bang my head somewhere"
"Hey! hey! guess wat? I-Ouch! *bang something, most probably table leg*"
"Ooh! Yeowch! I didnt see that!"
"Wahh!! The ball fall on my head"

Yeah.. those of u who know me well enough or long enough, u probably heard me say those things really often. So u wouldnt be surprised to hear me say i got pretty badly injured once a day in Youth Quake.

Day 1:
After putting bags into the bus to go for YQ, i straightened up only to bang my head on the bus door where u put the bags. Fuh! It super hurt. Now, 4 days later, I still got the bump on my head n i still cannot comb my hair that spot.
Witness: Lydia Kong

Day 2:
While playing a game, I was blind folded n crawling on the ground really fast.. n went BANG REAL HARD into a metal pillar. I really almost blacked out. It was amazing! First time i had such a feeling. I literally saw stars n had blurred vision of the pink blindfold for a moment. It was a good thing i was on the floor already anyway cos i lost my balance n just sat back. Thank goodness I managed to tahan right before i felt myself start to black out. I really wonder why no one stopped me b4 i bang it. Surely out of the 400-500 ppl there, ONE person must've seen me headed to danger.
Witness: I dunno la.. No one seem to have seen anything.

Day 3:
Almost fell off a 6 feet wall and injured my arm n pulled a back muscle while being saved from falling.. Haha.. i found this whole thing really funny minus the injuries =P
Witnesses: My 'saviours': Eric Teong, Ashleigh, Wern Yew, Jonathan, Su-Jian, Keith; and others from Yesaya.

Day 4 (right before the closing prayer)
Got my finger cut by a ceiling fan. Wahh.. This was super stupid. Super malufying also. I was standing on a chair with Eric Teong in a real happy mood n i was fooling and crapping around a bit. Then i just HAD to stupidly raise my hand and PAP! Fuh! It was loud! The ceiling fan hit my finger. I was in such a shock i didnt quite realise the pain. I just had a glance of it before i hid it from the people who looked around after hearing the sound cos i malu n didnt want the attention. My finger looked a bit cut n seemed quite fine. But later when i looked at it again... WAHHH!!! SO MUCH BLOOD!!! Eric who was not fooled by my act made me show it to him n he helped me out. THANKS ERIC!
Witness: Eric Teong

That FAT LADY!

IN THE LRT YESTERDAY...!!!

i was tired, so i made a bee-line for a seat in the LRT. I was happy i got my fav seat, which is the one at the VERY end, cos that seat is bigger, or, got more space, cos there's a little gap between the seat and the wall.

But then!!! AYOOOOoorrr!! There was a REALLLLLLY FATTTTTTTTT lady sitting on the seat next to mine. She was OVERFLOWING to my seat.. not by a little, but quite a lot. And not only was her butt overflowing to my seat, her ARMS were also overflowing into my air space!

And she was radiating quite a lot of heat too! So though i managed to squeeze to the wall as much as possible to avoid body contact with her, i still could feel all that heat coming from her!

Oh, and everytime i move more towards the wall, after awhile, she'll somehow relax more, or move a bit more to my seat!! ARGH!!!

I couldnt exactly get up either cos the train was SUPER PACKED! And to move would b of great inconvenience not only to me, but about 5 other ppl. So, yeah, i was stuck with that fat lady from KL Central all the way to wangsa maju.

Thank goodness she din get off at wangsa maju also, or i wouldnt be able to get past her, and probably miss my stop like i almost did cos of some slow paced jakun family that was in front of me.

I will write about that JAKUN family another time..

Blood donation

Donate ur blood! Like how i did =P

Pervert caller

EEEEEEEEEEEYUCKS!!

Ugh! Thinking bout it makes me sick to think that ppl like the guy that called me yesterday really existed, n that i had misfortune to encounter one.

Yesterday, i didnt go to college cos i was feeling unwell since the day before. A phone call at 11.45am forced me to get up from lazing in bed. The guy on the phone sounded pretty much ok. Quite civilised and professional sounding. So i thought perhaps it's my parent's church friend or some bank or something calling for my dad.

The conversation was something like this (bold for me, normal for the guy);

Hello?
Hello. Who is this?
This is Audrey
Where is this?
Huh? Where is what?
Is this a house?
Yes
Ohh.. are you working?
No
Then u are schooling?
Not really
Oh, u're in college!
Ya..
Can i ask u a few questions?
Wait, who is this? (it suddenly occurs to me it cant be my parent's friend)
This is (cant remember name) calling from Public Mutual. I'm here to ask u a few questions.
Ha? For what?
Oh, I'm just going to ask u a few simple questions.
Err.. Sorry i cant answer you. Do u want to speak to my parents?
No no.. I just want to ask u a few questions.
Sorry i cant answer you.
Ok, nevermind.. can i just ask u ONE question?
Err.. i dont promise i'll answer you..
Nevermind. What do u think I'm doing now?
Um.. talking to me?
Ya, other than that.. What do u think my other hand is doing?
I dunno
I'm shaking myself.
Oh ok byebye *put down phone*

Sicko.. Ugh.. After the call, i could think of a hundred other things i could've said after the said he's shaking himself. Mean degrading things or things that would make him feel incredibly stupid. But then, the best thing to do, is always.. PUT DOWN THE PHONE! n dont layan the fella anymore. Cos watever u say, bad or good, insulting or not, it will excite the perv more.

So next time, ask who the person is first n dont let him ask u any question first NO MATTER WHAT. If u dunno the person, n he persist being "mysterious", pass the phone to ur parents with or without telling the person. If parents are not around, put down the phone. If the person's not a perv, he will call back.

Youth Quake coming soon

With Youth Quake coming soon, i cant help but look forward to it.

NOT because i'm excited bout the camp itself cos following schedules from the moment i wake up till i sleep is not my kind of thing anymore. But cos...

i cant wait to meet my JS friends!!!

THE Number 1 person i will LOOK out for:
GERVIENE!!!

Number 1 person i will keep my EARS open for:
REKHA!!! (I'm pretty sure i dont need to try hard considering how loud she is.. =P)

Number 1 person i gotta LOOK CAREFULLY for:
Phoebe!!! (She might be hidden by all the giant youths)

People i will hunt down:
Eric Teong!
Lydia Lee! Mana Krumelur?
Chit Shen!
Lawrence!
Alvin? Going YQ onot?
Sally-Mimi! (Jeremiah)
Amanda! (Edwin)
RHEMA!
Tweety! (Evelyn)
Andrea! i'm gonna mess ur hair again =P
Yi Zheng! Should b easy to find u la.. so tall
Su-Jian!
Sze-Wei!
Roy? Sarah? Mei Zhi? u all going onot?

Ning, Christine, Ian, Hannah... I see u all everyday in college oredi. But i better c y'all there too..

Statue of Gan Fiona

USA: Statue of Liberty, New York.




Malaysia's version: Statue of Gan Fiona, Kuala Lumpur.

Tag

I got tagged!

Tagged!
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it
doesn’t make sense.
4. Tag 5 ppl at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with answers, give your own comments on how
it relates to the questions...

How are you feeling today?
Feel – Robbie Williams
Eh? Feeling like feeling?

Will you get far in life?
God knows the way – Don Moen
Umm… I guess it means God knows how far!

How do your friends see you?
Pink Panther – Ska Band
Ha? Where did that come from? I'm pink? N a panther?

Will you get married?
Never Had A Dream Come True – SClub7
Aiyaya… So suei… Like saying I not gonna get married… Unless, my
dream's NOT to get married…

What is your best friend’s theme song?
Don't say you love me – M2M
Eh? Ohh… ya… Better don't say u love me as more than a friend! I'm not a les!

What is the story of your life?
Feel – Robbie Williams
AGAIN?! Haihh… My life's all about feeling…

What was high school like?
Time in a bottle – Bo Bice (American Idol)
Precious times!

How can you get ahead in life?
Don't Lie – Black Eyed Peas
YES! Don't lie!! Honestly is the best policy!

What is the best thing about your friends?
Ghostbusters – Ray Parker Jr.
They're ghostbusters? Hmm… Well, judging from the amount of noise
they make… They'd probably busted all the ghost =P

What is in store for this weekend?
Knocking On Heaven's Door – Avril Lavigne
Aiyo… It's as though I'm gonna die this weekend

What song describes you?
No Other Name a.k.a. All Hail the Power – Don Moen
WoooHOOO!!!

To describe your grandparents?
Climbing the Walls – Backstreet Boys
Umm… I didn't remember them being Spidermen… Maybe that was their
secret identity!

How is your life going?
Joke – (Some chinese singer, I dunno how to read)
This is sad…

What song will they play at your funeral?
Baby When The Lights Go Out – 5ive
So ngam…

How does the world see you?
Gemilang – Jaclyn Victor
Eh? Cool…

Will you have a happy life?
Always – Jon Bon Jovi
YESS!!! That's more like it!!

What do your friends really think of you?
Confessions – Usher
Uh oh… confession time…

Do people secretly lust after you?
Desecration Smile – Red Hot Chili Peppers
Hehhh... Desecration indeed!

How can I make myself happy?
How can you mend a broken heart – Mario (American Idol)
Yeah… gotta do this first…

Will you ever have children?
You're not the boss of me now – Malcolm in the middle OST
Umm… I guess not…

Poem by me

Haha.. this just popped into my head before i dropped asleep after my Econs tests...

Last night study until brain fry,
Today do exam until can cry!
Later results come out sure die,
So I message u first to say BYE!

Hari ini paper econs one, two, three,
Impian jawab semua tak jadi,
Kalau lucky, akan dapat E,
Bagaimanapun, saya tentu mati!

I say..

I really don't wanna say this...

but...

Goodbye.

Question #1

How can I fight someone who isn't even there?

To be.. is to be..

To be Kelvinder, is to be cool

To be Christine, is to be thoughtful

To be En Ning, is to be 'selamba'

To be Audrey, is to be cartoonish

To be Ian, is to be lame

To be Kheng Li, is to be cute

To be Chandran, is to be lost

Mirror mirror

Mirror, Mirror on the wall, Have I got it?
'Cause Mirror you've always told me who I am
I'm finding it's not easy to be perfect
So sorry you won't define me
Sorry you don't own me

Who are you to tell me
That I'm less than what I should be?
Who are you? Who are you?
I don't need to listen
To the list of things I should do
I won't try, I won't try

Mirror I am seeing a new reflection
I'm looking into the eyes of He who made me
And to Him I have beauty beyond compare
I know He defines me
You don't define me, you don't define me

Mirror mirror - Barlow Girls
Copied from Gervie

Flower in the rain

You are the One, there's no one else
Who lifts me up, And gives me water from the well
But there's a hole, that seems to drain it all away
And once again I'm left in fear and doubt
When all my strength is crying out

So here I am again
Willing to be opened up and broken like a flower in the rain
Tell me what have I to do, To die and then be raised
To reach beyond the pain, Like a flower in the rain

The evil wind, it blows a storm to rock my world
Just when I think I'm safe and warm
I'm led astray far too easily
It's always hard for me to say I'm wrong until I know I can't go on

Lord, You have searched me and know when I sleep and when I rise
You're familiar with all my ways
Even the darkness will shine
Like the day when you look into my heart

Flower in the rain - Jaci Velasquez

Sightings #1

Today, on my way home from college in Moahan's car, we drove past a dead dog! AHHHH!!!! *Shudders*

It didnt look like how a normal dead dog would look like. It looked like it was frozen n dumped there! It lay on its side, and its legs stuck out straight! Right out in the air! Wat the..? How could that be? Its legs should've slumped down!

Anyone got any explanations to that?

Haihh.. just as i had finally managed to get the image of my dead dog out of my mind, in comes another dead dog image *pengsan*. I wonder how long it'll take me to get this dead dog image out.

Jesus take the wheel

This song showed me something.
Something about me.
Actually, me, you and everyone else in the world.
I could actually relate to it.
The thing about this song.. dont take it at face value.
Think beyond it's literal meaning... What each sentence signifies...

Jesus take the wheel - Carrie Underwood

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It been a long hard year

She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way to fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Psalm 23

Leave me be

Don't judge me, look at yourself first.
Don't be surprised, I'm human too.
Don't give me that look, I know.
Don't advice me, I've heard it all.
Don't say you care, I don't care.
Don't tell me what to do, I won't do it.
Don't question me, I won't answer.
Don't say you understand, you never do.

Leave me alone.

Let the quietness of the night fill my ears.
Let the fresh air around me fill my lungs.
Let my heart beat steadily.
Let my mind stop racing.
Let me sit back and reflect.
Let me see things clearly.
Let me deal with my problems by myself.
Let me make up my mind on my own.

Leave me be.

What a friend we have in Jesus

What a Friend we have in Jesus, all our sins and griefs to bear!
What a privilege to carry everything to God in prayer!
O what peace we often forfeit, O what needless pain we bear,
All because we do not carry everything to God in prayer.

Have we trials and temptations? Is there trouble anywhere?
We should never be discouraged; take it to the Lord in prayer.
Can we find a friend so faithful who will all our sorrows share?
Jesus knows our every weakness; take it to the Lord in prayer.

Are we weak and heavy laden, cumbered with a load of care?
Precious Savior, still our refuge, take it to the Lord in prayer.
Do your friends despise, forsake you? Take it to the Lord in prayer!
In His arms He’ll take and shield you; you will find a solace there.

Blessed Savior, Thou hast promised Thou wilt all our burdens bear
May we ever, Lord, be bringing all to Thee in earnest prayer.
Soon in glory bright unclouded, there will be no need for prayer
Rapture, praise and endless worship will be our sweet portion there.

Great is Thy Faithfulness

Great is Thy faithfulness, O God my Father;
There is no shadow of turning with Thee;
Thou changest not, Thy compassions, they fail not;
As Thou hast been, Thou forever will be.

Great is Thy faithfulness! Great is Thy faithfulness!
Morning by morning new mercies I see.
All I have needed Thy hand hath provided;
Great is Thy faithfulness, Lord, unto me!

Summer and winter and springtime and harvest,
Sun, moon and stars in their courses above
Join with all nature in manifold witness
To Thy great faithfulness, mercy and love.

Pardon for sin and a peace that endureth
Thine own dear presence to cheer and to guide;
Strength for today and bright hope for tomorrow,
Blessings all mine, with ten thousand beside!

Sleeping in the student lounge

What's up with nowadays? is anyone else getting it too?

I've been such a bad mood the past few days. If not bad mood, it's no mood. Been feeling very lethargic lately too. N amazingly, i'm not the only one in my coll. Many of my friends are like that, including my ever cheerful n ever smiling good fren. The regular basketballers all play less basketball. n basketball games are also slower paced.

Then in the student lounge, many more ppl are sleeping there, n more often too. Last time, there use to be a few VERY RARE sightings of ppl sleeping there. Now there's even like 4 ppl at a time. n the norm being 2-3 at a time.

Hehe.. a funny thing bout the student lounge now, it's kinda become the regular hangout place of couples and sleepers, n occasionally, a place for a "counselling session" between ppl to talk over their guy/girl problems. Dumb ppl think we cant hear wat they're talking/flirting about cos they assume we're like the dead. Hehe.. but come to think about it.. i was guilty of it once too =P

Being a regular sleeper there now, i listen to ppl talk about their problems sometimes n it's pretty interesting to hear it all =P n when im overhearing a couple flirt.. Ack! i try my hardest to go back to sleep, or i'll show some sign that im awake. Some of them can get really sickeningly mushy n cliche. But sometimes, if they're not the sickeningly mushy kind, it's quite nice to hear wat they talk about.. hehe =P

The great thing about there being more sleepers there now, it's kinda nice sleeping with other ppl in the room sleeping too. It's like, we're doing something together! n when ppl come in, they tend to be quieter when they see more ppl sleeping.

And.. heh heh.. more couples come in cos they think we're dead n they got the privacy there (normally the student lounge would b noisy or have ppl awake to witness them dating).. possibly providing me with material to blog about. Mayb somewhere in the near future, i can write up my own "Top 10 most mushy n cliche things couples say in the student lounge while dating". Hehe..

Blue and green cows sighted in Orchard Road

Friday, 8 September 2006, Orchard Road: Tourists Lim Chung Young and Kwong Ming Yee encountered a blue cow and a green cow while sight seeing in Orchard Road . The cows were of no harm. Kwong, ready with a camera took pictures with the cows mentioned.

M.I.N.G. Y.E.E

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Tales of Fionaroomville

All was peaceful In Fionaroomville..



One night, when all were sleeping..



Ahhh!!!



Ahhh!!!!



At the Fionaroomville council meeting that night...
"Something has to be done about this.. " says Fionaroomville mayor, Kiren, "We must catch this horror!"
"Let's bait it!"
"Abigail! U're the cutest! You be it!"



The cute and brave Abigail sat alone in the dark, keeping an eye out for the Horror of Fionaroomville.



Watch out Abigail! Behind you!



Too late. The Horror has caught her! One villager down. 7 more to go.



Fear was rising among the villagers of Fionaroomville. They moved in groups, watchful for the Horror.



The help of the village genius was sought after.



He worked day and night trying to track down the movements of the Horror and how to destroy her.



One night as LimCY was working alone, he heard a sound from nearby. He shone his torchlight around to check out his surroundings and spotted the Horror! She was out to get at him!



Luckily, villager Szu-Mei who happen pop in to check on LimCY that moment and managed to chase away the Horror before he got to him.



As tension grew in Fionaroomville, two of the villagers tried to flee..



Swim for your life!



"You stupid stupid girl.. What made you think swimming on the floor would get us anywhere?"



"Who are YOU calling stupid?!"



"Take that!"
"No YOU take that!"



The council gathered again for another meeting.
"Fellow villagers.. Things are getting out of hand in our village. We have to get this Horror! We shall use ALL our resources for this one last attack. It's do or die."
"ALL our resources?"
"Yes, ALL, my dear villager... I regret to say, we have to use HER.. "



"... Our village screamer."



"Get your earplugs ready... Attack!"
"AHHHHH!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!"
"Shut up Ming! You dont have to scream!"
"AHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhh!!!!!"



"That scream! Ugh! It's... killing me...! Cant... focus.. Cant.. take it.." says the Horror.

Yeah! We got her!



"Fuh! I'm exhausted! I think I'm gonna get a sorethroat.." says Ming.



Thanks to the screams of Ming! Cheers fill Fionaroomville.



Yeah! All is well again in Fionaroomville.

Teddy Bear

Mr. Teddy Bear. My teddy bear that's served me well. He's been there for me all the time. The most sympathetic and comforting friend. A fantastic listener. He was sad when i was sad, n happy when i was happy. He never pressured me into anything. Never asked me to be who I'm not. It's travelled with me to Australia and America. It's survived many bathes... but the last one was a bit too much for it... =(

Sometime this year, when i was really REALLY down n lonely, sitting around alone in my room dwelling in self pity, i happened to be looking at Teddy.. Ah! My dear ol' friend! I took him down from my shelf and started talking to him, pouring out my heart to him, n crying like how i did when i was younger. It felt good.

At the end of it all, i realised that i had abandoned it for WAY too long n he probably was lonely like me too sitting in the shelf unattended just collecting dust. I wanted to sleep with it again like how i did last time. But he was just too dusty. So i put it into the laundry basket to be washed. Just as i was putting it in, i looking at it fondly and thinking, 'What a beautiful teddy bear. This must be the nicest teddy bear in the world. Ahh.. teddy bears just arent made like this anymore' And in it went into the laundry basket.. headed towards it's destroyment.

Aunty Brigitte had put my teddy bear in the cupboard the next day. When i was about to go to sleep, i remembered it, n reached into the cupboard in the dark to get it. When i took it, it just didnt feel right. There was something wrong with it. TERRIBLY wrong! It could feel the difference! Immediately i grabbed my glasses on n went to turn on the light. What i saw really brought me great horror! My dear teddy bear seem to have grown 80 years overnight! i was SOOOO shocked! SO horrifed! My heart seemed to have stopped! My TEDDY! NOOOOO!!! n tears just welled in my eyes n i cried over it.

Later i tried n tried to get it back into it's old position. To look like how it did last time. I combed his now sheep like fur to return it to it's nice soft fine condition. Try n shape his body back to be more upright. All my efforts only made it a little better. It was beyond repair. N i cried again in frustration. I was just SOOOOO sad...

Now i treat it really nicely. I dont abandon it anymore. No way am i going to abandon my best friend who's been there for me from the moment we met when i was barely a kid. In his old age n depression, i will b there for him!

'After' pictures =P

Could it be that i lost THAT much weight? Or actually, it's more like, was i ever big enough to fit into those pants? Phew! Thank God i never was.

Side profile..


Front profile..

Thought of the moment #2

I believe I have some control over how happy my life could be.
Look out for the silver lining in everything. Give thanks that things didnt get worse than it was. Remember to appreciate all the simple little things in the life that I have the luxury to overlook.

I believe in making others happy.
This way, life would be a happier journey for others.. and even myself, for when I am surrounded by happy people, life seems are cherrier. Smile for them, that they may have the peace of mind that I are fine. Smile for them, that their day will be brighter.

But why do I sometimes feel like crying for no reason at all?

Is it because of the previously suppressed sadness and disappointments? Buried and forgotten, now resurfacing? Or mayb it's a feeling i never knew was there and unconciously denied?

Being optimistic and grateful, and putting on a happy facade, may be a good thing most of the time. But perhaps, I should allow myself to feel sad sometimes too.

Thought of the moment #1

I feel myself being hardened to survive life's cruelty.

Is that a bad thing?

Life #1

Life..

U're born.. U live..
U enjoy, u suffer..
u die sooner or later..

Life is a journey!
...that u were dumped into without anyone asking whether u wanted it or not

n the annoying part is u cant be sure wat's at the end of the journey but believe what ppl say while u're on it.

SMKTM: Stupid picture #1

This is one of a series of pictures. What are these 2 girls doing?

I will rest in you

Lord, I'm in the dark,
Seems to me the line is dead when I come calling.
No one there, the sky is falling;

Lord, I need to know.
My mind is playing games again,
You're right where You have always been.

Take me back to You,
The place that I once knew as a little child;
Constantly the eyes of God watched over me.
Oh, I want to be
In the place that I once knew as a little child,
Fall into the bed of faith prepared for me.

I will rest in You,
I will rest in You,
I will rest in You.

Tell me I'm a fool,
Tell me that You love me for the fool I am,
[And*] comfort me like only You can,

And tell me there's a place
Where I can feel Your breath
Like sweet caresses on my face again.

I will rest in You - Jaci Velasquez

JS: What I miss #2

I miss..

Li Vien. My roommate.

• Talking with her every night.
• Locking her out of our room n leaving her to wash the toilet in her jeans :P
• She waking me up in the morning including her method of kicking.. there's just that way she does it that's rough yet gentle.
• Seeing how she's so concerned towards her troubled friends back in Kampar.
• Hearing her talk on her handphone with her parents and friends every night.
• Her mess n cleaning up after her sometimes
• Seeing her kindness and generosity towards kids, especially towards the myanmar boy
• Her super niceness to me. I especially remember her waking up early to wake me up early and accompanying me for worship practice EARLY in the morning (i was SO complaining bout having to wake early cos the worship leader din have a practice the evening before)
• See her super kindness and love towards others.
• Having...
  "Li Vien: You're so plastic!
  Me: What me?! Look who's calling who plastic?!"
  ...kind of 'arguements'
• Her reaction when i told her bout her puppy dog eyes and cute hamster face
• How she nibbles on the Mamee Monster i brought to JS
• How my slippers go missing cos she lent it without asking
• The conversation we had bout uh hmm.. some ppl and their pet frogs
• How she tells and retells (cos i keep forgetting n mixing them up) her past experiences with Freaky Marty and Freaky Farty
• How she agonises for weeks bout the confusion she's in with some ppl
• Watching her fooling around and trying to do the bitch act
• Seeing her impersonation of Lawrence dancing
• Hearing her sing almost everywhere she goes, especially during bathing time

and most of all.. the care and trustworthiness that comes out of her, the good and loyal friendship and semangat roommates!

Tales of SMK Taman Monyet

I am Abigail Low (left), Math top scorer and very qualified Biology, Chemistry and Physics teacher in SMK Taman Monyet. This is my best student (an aspiring doctor) and I. (I'm refering to the punjabi girl in the mask ok, not the skeleton)



This is me in my territory. Again, with my favourite student. Ah, life's good when it's just me teaching her.



Though she has an annoying habbit of poking that ruler of hers everywhere even when I'm teaching!



But.. *Sigh*



Being a teacher in SMKTM isnt easy. Exspecially when one is as 'cute' as me, and have students the size of Giants!



And the things students do in class nowadays..! *Shake head* Ridiculous!

Sleeping..



Eating and playing cards!



And the most ridiculous of it all...



I've always had trouble with Science hating students.. They're either childish little brats who refused to go to class...



Or annoying ones who didnt wanna leave class and always left me with no choice but to throw them out of class..



Then there's the group of monkeys that always run out of class n hang around the nearby playground...



Or go dating...



Sometimes, even my fav student will betray me and join that pack of monkeys.. I sure feel like releasing that monster in me when that happens..



*Oh God, what am I to do with these students?*




Occasionally, I'd get the help of Miss Li, another teacher that isnt as 'cute' as me.



But i couldnt always get her to discipline MY students.. I had to take things into my own hands..

And it dawned one fateful day where Kiren and I made an amazing discovery!



We applied severely complicated and advanced science on one of the science haters...



And turned her into a Science lover!



And we did it on all my students. So here we are, one big science loving family!



Yes, a job well done.