I say..

I really don't wanna say this...

but...

Goodbye.

Question #1

How can I fight someone who isn't even there?

To be.. is to be..

To be Kelvinder, is to be cool

To be Christine, is to be thoughtful

To be En Ning, is to be 'selamba'

To be Audrey, is to be cartoonish

To be Ian, is to be lame

To be Kheng Li, is to be cute

To be Chandran, is to be lost

Mirror mirror

Mirror, Mirror on the wall, Have I got it?
'Cause Mirror you've always told me who I am
I'm finding it's not easy to be perfect
So sorry you won't define me
Sorry you don't own me

Who are you to tell me
That I'm less than what I should be?
Who are you? Who are you?
I don't need to listen
To the list of things I should do
I won't try, I won't try

Mirror I am seeing a new reflection
I'm looking into the eyes of He who made me
And to Him I have beauty beyond compare
I know He defines me
You don't define me, you don't define me

Mirror mirror - Barlow Girls
Copied from Gervie

Flower in the rain

You are the One, there's no one else
Who lifts me up, And gives me water from the well
But there's a hole, that seems to drain it all away
And once again I'm left in fear and doubt
When all my strength is crying out

So here I am again
Willing to be opened up and broken like a flower in the rain
Tell me what have I to do, To die and then be raised
To reach beyond the pain, Like a flower in the rain

The evil wind, it blows a storm to rock my world
Just when I think I'm safe and warm
I'm led astray far too easily
It's always hard for me to say I'm wrong until I know I can't go on

Lord, You have searched me and know when I sleep and when I rise
You're familiar with all my ways
Even the darkness will shine
Like the day when you look into my heart

Flower in the rain - Jaci Velasquez

Sightings #1

Today, on my way home from college in Moahan's car, we drove past a dead dog! AHHHH!!!! *Shudders*

It didnt look like how a normal dead dog would look like. It looked like it was frozen n dumped there! It lay on its side, and its legs stuck out straight! Right out in the air! Wat the..? How could that be? Its legs should've slumped down!

Anyone got any explanations to that?

Haihh.. just as i had finally managed to get the image of my dead dog out of my mind, in comes another dead dog image *pengsan*. I wonder how long it'll take me to get this dead dog image out.

Jesus take the wheel

This song showed me something.
Something about me.
Actually, me, you and everyone else in the world.
I could actually relate to it.
The thing about this song.. dont take it at face value.
Think beyond it's literal meaning... What each sentence signifies...

Jesus take the wheel - Carrie Underwood

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It been a long hard year

She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way to fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Psalm 23

Leave me be

Don't judge me, look at yourself first.
Don't be surprised, I'm human too.
Don't give me that look, I know.
Don't advice me, I've heard it all.
Don't say you care, I don't care.
Don't tell me what to do, I won't do it.
Don't question me, I won't answer.
Don't say you understand, you never do.

Leave me alone.

Let the quietness of the night fill my ears.
Let the fresh air around me fill my lungs.
Let my heart beat steadily.
Let my mind stop racing.
Let me sit back and reflect.
Let me see things clearly.
Let me deal with my problems by myself.
Let me make up my mind on my own.

Leave me be.