~First of all, most of the credit of this entry goes to Gan Fiona. It's her pictures, her photo hosting, her entry etc.

August 4th '07

Today was AMAZINGGGGG!!! Gan Fiona, Moahan, Reuben, LimCY & I climbed up Bukit Tabur!!! The bukit that every Melawatian is talking about (sort of...)... Cant believe it took me so long to discover that place. Anyway, we met at my house supposedly at 7am. We were late as usual, so we only started climbing at almost 8am after getting some food on the way there.

This pic below here was taken at the first 'pit stop'. Man! That was TORTURE!!! I didnt realise how totally unfit i was till i went through that first part of the journey! I so wanted to turn round and go back. But i figured i may as well finish it since i was there (I wanted my bragging rights =P). Also, i didnt think the rest of the journey would b long (i was so totally wrong =.=')

Oh, u c my VERY forced smile? It was only for the camera.





Up here, is me, Gan n Moahan. Time: 8.05am (according to Gan)


View from up where we were. I had no idea there was like some big lake up in the mountains! N i lived in Melawati all my life!


One monkey right on top. One gila monkey lower down.


Gan.. makan makan makan aje.. Ah, u c how high we were? Higher than the other hills/mountains!


Gan fascinated with the rocks. She says: "I've never been so close to rocks before... Especially when panjating on them... I was literally kissing the rocks. Well... Either that or have a nice time falling lah! X)"


Gan posing




Ants. Gan's friends. We kill it, she'll kill us.. so she says.


Sadly, there wasn't any clouds. TTT.TTT


A big rock... Umm... Yeah... XD. Thx for snapping, Reuben.


We found our ex Primary & Secondary school from up there...


All group pics are self-timed photos with Gan's camera helplessly balancing on the rocks... Fuh! We look like we're at the edge! Well, yeah, actually we were. But it didnt seem as dangerous up there as in the pic


Legs & Shoes... The legless shoe is Lim's. Haha!


Moahan's and Gan's legs. They were REALLY hanging off a cliff!


One push and dooooowwnnnnnn they go. It was a CLIFF! and a LONG way down!


This is the part i almost fell off =.=' High, steep, sharp and dangerous! i got a bruise measuing 7cm x 4 n half cm from that.


Halfway to the top...


Nice view.. spoilt my Gan's shoes =P




Gan relaxing while LimCY suffered.


After jalaning for awhile... We found cempedaks!


Two lonely durians...

It was an interesting experience. I've got my bragging rights! YEAH!!! I've been up n down Bukit Tabur!!! But as to whether i wanna go again.. Uh.. let me think awhile ahh.. it was torture man.. Mayb one day when im more fit n less accident prone =P

New dog: Patch

This is my new dog, Patch. You can see why it's named that. My parents got him from SPCA on the 16th of Feb. He's a labrador mix.



Totally cute! Even sticking out its tongue! It's hiding under a bunch after running away with the washing sponge.



A nice shot of it in the position my mom likes best. You see the patch on its head is fading already. This pic was taken 18 days after it was adopted.



Patch's little 'house' (which he has long ago chewed up)



Patch and his new toy that's bigger than him.



He's gonna pounce on it!!! (Too bad it didnt burst)



Tickles!



RUNNN!!! (Patch escaping with my slipper/sandal)



Uh oh.. How do I cross this river of stones? Cornered!



Mine! All mine!!! (Patch with my brother's slipper. Its' barely bigger than the slipper!)



Stuck on a bench



Finding a way down



Ghost dog!!!

Possibly stolen econs book

OK, I am already DAMN pissed! N m holding back a LOT of descriptive n not necessarily pleasant language.

SOMEONE STOLE/(ACCIDENTALLY)TOOK MY ORIGINAL JOHN SLOMAN ECONS BOOK!!!

What the hell weh! And till now i still havent heard anything bout it!

I went to college last wednesday (4 July) to sell off my books and past year papers. I left my stuff on the shelf outside the library at 10.30, then returned to college later at 4.30. I had
a glance of my stuff b4 i went finding for Phoebe at L2.2. I THINK my econs book was still there. When i went back to the library, it was GONE!

The WHOLE time i was in MCKL, everyone leaves books there without anything getting stolen, so dont say i was careless. After this incident, m i wrong to say there are THIEVES IN MCKL?!

Perhaps there was a mistake. I saw there was another identical book (but in worse condition than mine) on the shelves too looking quite abandoned. Possibly, someone accidentally took mine instead of his/her own. Mayb he/she purposely switched it (if so, it's theft! I took law).

My book is blue in colour, thick (like all econs books), ORIGINAL, wrapped, and has a price tag at the back saying Kinokuniya, RM 90.95. It is in VERY good condition. Looks almost brand new! My name might not be in the book. I might've wrote it in pencil last time, but rubbed it off since i was gonna sell it.

Pls, I want my book back. I discovered i might need it for my degree after all. I dont care if u intentionally or unintentionally took my book. Just give it back to me.

Pls contact me via friendster or e-mail (audreykmy@gmail.com) or msn (ming_sdn_bhd@hotmail.com) or phone if u manage to get it from someone (dont wanna post it up here). Anyone else who sees it, pls tell me.

Colourful bruise

A bruise I got earlier this year. Cant quite remember from where. A table in college I think.

The ruler's to show how big it is.



See? So colourful! =P

Redang

Finally! The beachside trip that we've been talking about for the past year materialised! 15 of we MCKL friends did it! A day after the last paper of the science student, we were off to Pulau Redang! (I finished a week earlier =P)

The group consisted of 5 girls and 10 guys. The girls being Ning, Sara, Christine, Kuga and me, and the guys being Hsing, Pang Tsen, Kishan, Mogan, Vince, Vincent, Shannon, Choong Zeen, Han Ming and Ken.

We left on the night bus (Transnational). We thought that way, we wont waste our first day traveling and we can sleep in the bus too! Hah! So much for sleeping in the bus. I am one who can sleep anytime, anywhere, with any noise level. But somehow, i found it really difficult sleeping in the bus.


We arrived in Kuala Terengganu around 5am. The streets were still dark, and roads were empty. And so we managed to take this pic! All of us lying in the middle of a road. Good thing we didnt lie on the other side of the road that we first planned to. A bus came by shortly after we changed our minds.


Here's a pic of Chrisitine, me and Pang Tsen around 5.30am waiting for the ferry which will be arriving at 8.30am. Between that time, the girls got to go to Pang Tsen's aunt's apartment to wash up, then all of us went for breakfast at a hawker centre.


This is the quaint little place we stayed at. Mozana Resort. We were the only guests there on the first day and we got the rooms that faces the sea. It's like a long house right ON the beach! The food there is great! But I dun recommend anyone else to stay there anyway unless the person wants solitude and dont plan on jumping around in the water much. There's tons of stones in the water! The only good thing bout it is there's little fishies all over the place, even in the shallow waters.


Me chilling on one of the table/bench/dunno wat it's supposed to be. The broom's to sweep away the sand and kill insects that disturb my peace.


Me, Ning and Sara. Ah! You can see the sunburn! See my arms and upper chest? RED!


Ning and I. Dunno wat happen to Ning. Haha!


Group picure on Pasir Panjang without Pang Tsen (he was taking the pic)


Group picture on Pasir Panjang with Pang Tsen but without Vince. Dunno where he disappeared to.


Haha! Vince making a stupid face for the camera! He's too good at it! =P


A scenic pic on the beach front of Mozana Resort at midnight. The moonlight was really bright! I think the guy's Pang Tsen.


The sky above Mozana. Beautiful shades of blue.


Squirrels dating! NOT birds!


That's the moon! FULL moon!


This is Pasir Panjang. NOT where Mozana is located. It's quite a far walk from Mozana. We gotta walk across one long stretch of beach, through a jungle, across another long stretch of beach, pass the Lagune resort tong sampah place, across the wide compound of Laguna resort, then finally, PASIR PANJANG! But the long walk is worth it. The beach is WIDE! and LONG! and the sand! Wahh!!! So soft and nice. Like walking on flour. The waters so clear and blue. Barely any stones in the water. The waves were great! But no fish.


This is a pic of the back of the ferry returning back to mainland.


An awful pic of me with a weird hairdo. It's the STRONG wind.


Ken. This fella can sleep ANYWHERE! ANYTIME! Forever sleeping.


I think the first guy's Vince. Then Vincent and Choong Zeen on the upper and open deck of the ferry.


Pang Tsen on the upper deck of the ferry but not outside. Sitting on a table-like thing there guarding the sleepyheads below.


Vince, me and Christine. On the same 'table' as Pang Tsen. He was next to Vince. Thanks for jaga-ing us Pang Tsen!


Another group picture at the seafood restaurant in Kuala Terengganu. Had dinner there before we boarded our night bus returning to KL.

Thanks to Terengganu boy Pang Tsen and family for their hospitality!

OB Nite

MCKL is small. So when we have any event, EVERYONE's gotta be in it or it'll just be too small. So the MCKL Orientation Ball aka OB Nite is a formal event to welcome the freshies and prom night for the seniors. Fine with us since everyone knows everyone in MCKL.

I finally managed to get some pics from that night.


This is a dance by a bunch of normally VERY quiet talk-only-a-few-words-when-spoken-to guys. The leader of the group being the quietest of all. Shocking.

We got awards for the best dressed guy and girl. 5 guys and 5 girls are picked by selected lecturers on the night itself and brought up on stage. There they get scrutinised. As though that wasnt enough, someone went, "Hey! They're up there for best dressed! Isnt it natural that we make them do some modeling for us?". And so, the 5 guys and 5 girls had to do some modeling. The lecturers then voted for the winner.


That's the guy that got best dressed. He got a scarf of black feathers.


That's me. Best dressed girl. (Dont ask how. I dont know. I was so totally clowning around when I did my 'modeling'.) I got some ridiculous white feather scarf and little girl feathery 'crown'. My dear Sara and Jo who were the ones in charge of getting the prizes thought it'd be funny to get something funny for the best dressed winners.

We got King and Queen for every intake. Freshie King n Queen, July intake King and Queen, and Prom/OB Nite King and Queen (Seniors). These are voted for 2 days before OB Nite and the votes are counted privately by Nigel, a committee member, and announced on the night itself.


This is our Freshie King and Queen, Justin and Phoebe. Lookie JS and YLDP ppl! There's our Phoebe!


The July intake King and Queen, Jega and Aaida.


Oh! And there's me again. Pang Tsen and I as Prom King and Queen. (Dont ask me how. I dont know.)


A picture of the Kings and Queens. Ah, the tiaras the queens got were damn nice!


The Kings and Queens getting the first dance. Or perhaps you might call it a "shuffle around to avoid stepping on the other's toes while trying to look like we're dancing".

I've got more pics. But a load of them are really bad and dark due to the terrible lighting. These here are those that turned out ok and wouldnt bore u all to death (eg. cam whoring pics).

Ah, OB Nite was a blast. The best so far according to the lecturers =) Winning two awards made me feel like such a greedy pig. But still, it was flattering since it's the first time it happened in MCKL history =P Thanks to all who voted for me! Undeserving as i am.

Burnt. Red.

Most ppl who get stay under the sun for long get dark brown. I get a shade of reddish brown.

When I get sunburnt. I get RED!!! (I'd show pics but i dont really want pics of me so skimpily dressed on my blog. Too open to strangers.)

I just returned from Redang with 14 other MCKL friends at 4.15 this morning and I'm still RED!!! Freshly red and still radiating out heat like a microwave despite having first gotten burnt 2-3 days ago.

The colour is fine with me. Im not one of those chinese girls who want to look like snow white. Neither do I purposely go burning myself under the sun to look tanned or watever like those whites. I'll just do whatever I like n if it gets me dark, fine with me.

The heat is fine. Quite interesting actually. I would've taken my baby termometer to measure the temperature of the sunburnt skin if i could find it.

What really sucks is the PAIN!! ARGH!!! Never in my life have i ever been THIS burnt! Never have i experience this much pain from sunburn! Take note: Im no newbie to sunburn. The slightest touch on my shoulders hurt! Even wearing my normal light and loose fitting spaghetti strap top hurts! Sitting back on a chair, lying on my bed, leaning against the wall... ARGH! Torture! Somehow, even pushing my arms and shoulders backwards hurt too!

Ah! The peeling of my skin will be interesting. I'll take pics if it peels amazingly/nicely/grossly.. watever u'd describe it.

Anyway, the fun I had in Redang with my college friends made every bit of the sunburn, suffering and all, was worth it. I'll blog about it later on.

Cuteness? Argh!

What's with this whole fad of cuteness?

Men are increasingly looking like women
And women are trying to look and act like 5 year old cuties

And the amazing thing is, women LIKE their men looking like women
and men like their women cute!
What is WRONG with this world?
It's as if women are indirectly turning into lesbians,
and men, into paedophiles!

P not Pee

Audrey comes back from the toilet. Kelvin, Joshua and Hannah were talking about driving.

Audrey: Oh! I have no more P! Yay!
Kelvin: *looks at Audrey funny*
Audrey: I have no more P.
Kelvin: *still looks at Audrey funny*
Audrey: I have no more P! As in I have no more P!
Kelvin: *STILL looks at Audrey funny*
Audrey: What? Oh! I dont mean I have no more PEE.. but yeah, it's true I have no more pee. But I meant I dont have P anymore as in my DRIVING LICENCE is no longer a P licence!

Gerviene

Today I remember Gerviene... Somehow. Dunno y u pop into my mind when I'm halfway cramming through Accounting.

U're such a cool friend!

You're noisy, but u know when to shut up.

You're cheerful but u can be emo too!

You're so nice but u can be SO MEAN!!! Kinda in an evil yet funny way =P We can say such awful things, laugh about it, but then be kinda sorry for saying such bad things. We cant help it!

You're CRAZY!!! Yet so ordinary..

You're so OUTTA THIS WORLD! Yet.. so in touch with humanity.

You're like, Godly, but not one of those holy-moly freaks who actually dont really know what they're talking about.

You're SOOO SUPER SMART! But u dun show it. Saves ppl like me from feeling too stupid when I'm around you.

I cant quite put my finger on it.. But everytime I think back on the times we had.. Read through your blog and stuff.. It's so YOU! And you're just sooooo... Great! Amazing! So Gervie!

Finally! Someone in this world who's abnormal yet normal!

I REALLY thank God that I was stuck with u in JS. I cant believe we didnt become great pals during YLDP 1, 2 AND 3!

p.s. I still think that the girl in ur blog template looks like she's trying to pull her panties outta her ass!

Exams: Part 2

• Econs 1, 2, 3
• Law 1
• Econs 4, 5

Ahhh.. 6 papers down.

3 killer papers to go.

• Accounting 2
• Law 2
• Econs 6

Murder.
(Don't talk to me about the definition of murder)

A Levels: My life.
To screw A Levels = Suicide.

8 June till today: Longest few days of my life.
Will it ever be over?

Law 1 duration, 3 hours: Shortest 3 hours of my life.

Today,

• Before Econs 4&5: Vomiting every other moment.
• During Econs 4&5: "Aiya! Dun kacau me! No time to vomit!"
• After Econs 4&5: Vomiting feeling gone.

Conclusion: Econs 4&5 heals.

Exams

Exams have and exam preparations have been going on pretty much non stop since March. That's why there's been lack of updates here. Now I'm in the midst of my A Levels. The final one.

8 June (Fri) - Econs Unit 1, 2, 3
11 June (Mon) - Law Paper 1
13 June (Wed) - Econs Unit 4, 5
15 June (Fri) - Accounting Unit 2
18 June (Mon) - Law Paper 2
19 June (Tue) - Econs Unit 6

That's all the papers I'm taking this round. It's actually ALL my papers minus Accounting Unit 1 which I sat for in January.

I cant barely believe that next Tues onwards, I WILL BE FREEEEE!!! It's been so long since i've been free!! This hellish situation has been going on since last Oct. It's just been exams preparation, Sem 2 exams, exam preparation, AS exams, exam preparation, A Levels.. bleh.. No life.

I'm booked on 19 June afternoon-evening by Sara, 22 June night, and 26-29 June (Redang!). Other times, u all gotta book me fast if u wanna meet me! I plan to do a lot of other things. It's just that i havent decided when to do it yet.

Pervert on MSN Messenger

Dont chat with June Adelyn on MSN messenger if u've added her on june_adelyn@hotmail.com. Her e-mail has somehow gotten into the hands of someone else.

She now has a new e-mail n msn messenger add. She requests that u all add her at june_adelynjunling@hotmail.com.

This was what happened on the night of May 9.

09/05/2007		20:33:45		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		eloo
09/05/2007		20:33:48		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		how r u ?
09/05/2007		20:34:00		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		hie..
09/05/2007		20:34:06		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		im ok..
09/05/2007		20:34:18		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		u want to see my pics album?
09/05/2007		20:34:27		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		?
09/05/2007		20:34:30		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		anything special?
09/05/2007		20:34:36						June sends my pics.html
09/05/2007		20:34:38		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		in this file
09/05/2007		20:34:41		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		accept and see me
09/05/2007		20:34:55						You have successfully received C:\Documents and Settings\Ming Yee\My Documents\My Received Files\my pics.html from June.
09/05/2007		20:35:11		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		login ur mail address and passwords
09/05/2007		20:35:39		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		uh...
09/05/2007		20:35:43		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		june?
09/05/2007		20:36:00		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		login and see me
09/05/2007		20:36:04		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		write ur comments plS
09/05/2007		20:36:06		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		;)
09/05/2007		20:38:02		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		i was brought into my e-mail
09/05/2007		20:38:18		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		all pics in this file
09/05/2007		20:38:20		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		login and see me
09/05/2007		20:38:22		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		Pls
09/05/2007		20:38:23		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		;)
09/05/2007		20:38:43		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		i click the link..
09/05/2007		20:38:49		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		n was brought into my e-mail
09/05/2007		20:39:08		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		where m i suppose to c the pics?
09/05/2007		20:42:39		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		sorry, i dunnno how to
09/05/2007		20:42:47		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		login pls
09/05/2007		20:42:52		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		login ady la!
09/05/2007		20:47:05		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		wat's up with u?
09/05/2007		20:47:07		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		wat's with the pic?
09/05/2007		20:47:19		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		my pics album
09/05/2007		20:47:37		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		to b honest with u.. u seem to b acting quite suspiciously over this..
09/05/2007		20:47:45						June is inviting you to start sending webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
09/05/2007		20:47:54						You have accepted the invitation to start sending webcam.
09/05/2007		20:47:57		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		go on then
09/05/2007		20:48:28		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		y did u ask to c my webcam?
09/05/2007		20:48:31		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		urs is not working
09/05/2007		20:49:04		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		mine dont work:S
09/05/2007		20:49:07		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		ı dont see u
09/05/2007		20:49:14		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		not dressed properly
09/05/2007		20:49:16		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		show me urself
09/05/2007		20:49:20		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		i tot u on webcam for me to c u..
09/05/2007		20:49:24		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		Pls
09/05/2007		20:49:34		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		I want to see u not dressed
09/05/2007		20:49:37		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		come on
09/05/2007		20:49:38		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		pls
09/05/2007		20:50:05		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		wat r u doing with june's msn?
09/05/2007		20:50:17		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		Im junes cousin
09/05/2007		20:50:21		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		Im moggie
09/05/2007		20:51:00		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		i thought u were june..
09/05/2007		20:51:03		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		show me urself babe
09/05/2007		20:51:18		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		not even in ur dreams
09/05/2007		20:51:24		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		cause?
09/05/2007		20:51:32		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		plain not interested
09/05/2007		20:51:43		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		30 sec.
09/05/2007		20:52:28		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		?
09/05/2007		20:52:43		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		pls
09/05/2007		20:52:54		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		u want to see me?
09/05/2007		20:53:04		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		no
09/05/2007		20:53:06		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		nude?
09/05/2007		20:54:27		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		r u there?=
09/05/2007		20:55:37		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		ya
09/05/2007		20:55:51		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		I dont see u:S
09/05/2007		20:56:13		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		show me ur face
09/05/2007		20:59:08		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		hey, u hacker..
09/05/2007		20:59:12		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		damn mean la u..
09/05/2007		20:59:17		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		the poor girl..
09/05/2007		20:59:22		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		I dont hacker
09/05/2007		20:59:28		June		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		fuk ur asshole
09/05/2007		20:59:34		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		so now i guess u've gotten my e-mail n password too?
09/05/2007		20:59:42		"Audrey/MingYee: ÆÐELÞRYÐ		June		heh..

And then i was blocked. Fine with me. I blocked him too.

I got really alarmed after awhile n was 100% sure that it was not June i was chatting with. I thought perhaps there was a party at her house n she n her friends were all just trying to pull a prank. I got her number and called her to check in case and was told about the problem.

U all should block june_adelyn@hotmail.com too. He is after girls. So far the guys in her list hasnt heard from him.

Sadly, my e-mail address audreykmy@hotmail.com is another victim. I cannot log in to that e-mail anymore. Thank God i was suspicious that it might be a trick to get my password and put in an abandoned e-mail instead of my other e-mails that i actively use like my msn messenger e-mail and gmail.

U all should block my audreykmy@hotmail.com if u all have that in ur msn messenger list.

Sorry for the inconvenience caused.

A funny picture

Btw.. we did NOT stick the straws into our nostrils. It wasnt anywhere near our noses.

Feeling what?

I feel weird.

It's something like im feeling something yet not feeling anything.

Im not exactly depressed.

Not exactly bored.

Not exactly stressed.

Not exactly restless.

And yet, it seems like a combination of all that.

Yet it's not quite all that.

I dont know what it is im feeling.

It's a bit like i dont quite give a damn bout anything, yet im giving a damn bout everything.

It's a bit like im worried. But if i am, i cant think wat it is. A Levels? I dont know. Im not thinking bout it now.

Loneliness? Cant be. I have plenty of friends.

Do i feel like crying? I have no idea. Maybe i do. But i kinda feel like laughing too.

I feel like im troubled. Yet i dont feel like i am.

Is it the uncertain future?

The hopelessness of not knowing wat is in store for me from after A Levels onwards? Everything is so depending on the result of everything. There are too many variables. Nothing seems to be fixed.

I dont know what im feeling.

But i do know that this feeling sucks.

Help.

I'm gonna miss you

This is to all my MCKL friends...

Everyday we talk or play together
Sometimes we dont even talk
But It's ok, at least I can see you
Sometimes I dont even see you
But it's OK, at least I know you're near

We are going separate ways
Our directions in life, so different
I may never see you again
I'm going to miss you
No, actually, I miss you already

After A While

After a while you learn
the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn
that love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't always mean security.

And you begin to learn
that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises
and you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child

and you learn
to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is
too uncertain for plans
and futures have a way of falling down
in mid-flight.

After a while you learn
that even sunshine burns
if you get too much
so you plant your own garden
and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for someone
to bring you flowers.

And you learn that you really can endure
you really are strong
you really do have worth
and you learn
and you learn
with every goodbye, you learn...

After A While
by Veronica A. Shoffstall

Closure.

One last talk to deal with it.
Closure. Once and for all.

Done.

Amazing sense of closure.

Relief.

Light heartedness.

Freedom.

Happiness.

Hope for tomorrow.

Suddenly this appears in my mind.
"Strength for today and bright hope for tomorrow, great is thy faithfullness, Lord, unto me."

Kenangan Terindah

Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun
Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu

Darimu... Kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku... Kau lah cinta sejati

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Kenangan Terindah - Samsons

Let memories be memories

"Let memories be memories"

How can i do that?
It was just too beautiful. Sweet.
That tinge of shyness. Innocence. Pure.

If you asked me to tell you what was the most heart warming memory.
I wouldnt be able to answer you.
There are just too many to decide which is the best.

I have tasted something good.
Why would i want to go back to eating paper?
How could I?

Now do you blame me for not letting it just be a memory?

OB Nite

Thursday Nite (15 Feb) was the MCKL OB Nite! (OB Nite = Orientation Ball Nite.. it is the equivalent of prom)

It was really fun! I really think the Pre-U Committee did a great job at planning and making this OB Nite'07 a successful and enjoyable one.

The perfomers also did a great job and contributed to the fun! What courage and talent they have, to be able to go up on stage and do wat they do.

Esther: Wow! So daring! A solo singing performance!

Ning: So much for forgetting ur notes. Great violin playing! You looked great too! Ada gaya!

Phoebe: Love ur voice! So amazing! U sound better everytime i hear u.. Really.

Christine: Ur piano playing's superb! I wish i could play like u.

Alex+Rahul: Genius creativity there! But missing the S to the A to the M to the I element =P

Vincent, Vince, Hsing, Mogan, Kishan, Choong Zeen, Ian: I salute u guys. SUCH courage! Even i wouldnt dare attempt such a performance. Your practices were a bit messy but that nite's performance was da BOMB! You all really pulled it off together really well! So 'yao ying'! (Ada gaya)

I havent gotten hold of the pictures yet. There were 2 very shocking and interesting turn of events which i'll blog about when i get them =P