Sick n tired of it all

im sick n tired of being sick n tired of everything. I dont wanna get angry. i dont wanna b annoyed or bothered by anything or anyone. i just want to be 100% happy. Is it really that hard to feel that?

The stupid 'STUDY! for SPM' thing is bothering me 24/7 (parents) and SSS worries on my mind. Then there's the occasional 'friend' who's successfully making me see red. How to escape it all? How to keep my mind free n happy?

Probably only when SPM's over n hopefully after 2moro (SSS AGM), i'll have no more SSS worries. Oh well, i guess it's not that far off (after SPM time) since time's flying by like crazy these past 2 years. Let's hope i can feel 100% happy that time then.