Thought of the moment #2

I believe I have some control over how happy my life could be.
Look out for the silver lining in everything. Give thanks that things didnt get worse than it was. Remember to appreciate all the simple little things in the life that I have the luxury to overlook.

I believe in making others happy.
This way, life would be a happier journey for others.. and even myself, for when I am surrounded by happy people, life seems are cherrier. Smile for them, that they may have the peace of mind that I are fine. Smile for them, that their day will be brighter.

But why do I sometimes feel like crying for no reason at all?

Is it because of the previously suppressed sadness and disappointments? Buried and forgotten, now resurfacing? Or mayb it's a feeling i never knew was there and unconciously denied?

Being optimistic and grateful, and putting on a happy facade, may be a good thing most of the time. But perhaps, I should allow myself to feel sad sometimes too.

Thought of the moment #1

I feel myself being hardened to survive life's cruelty.

Is that a bad thing?